Another Wednesday

Kent is at the shed with the boyz. I know he loves his Wednesdays. I still have not got the courage to buy more paint, so the porch is not completely finished. Looking for that day though. Carla came by to see us this afternoon, I have missed her and was real glad to see her. It is like she is on the other side of the world in Winnsboro, a whole 30 miles away. I want to go see her new house and just have not made the time, but I will I promise. Janie and her family came down and had supper with us tonite, I didn't think there would be enough but sure enough every one got full and they have all just left. Jeannette was going to come in this weekend for Canton, but with the rain coming she backed out so I had the house cleaned for just me, wow it sure feels good to come home to a clean, smelling good house. Since we/Kent started working on the porch I have just kinda let everything slide and it was sure showing. I think Jeannette should just call me once a month to say she is coming up just so I will get my ass in gear to clean. It is real important to me what she thinks when it comes to my house. She treats me like a queen when I go visit her, she always has a little surprise on my pillow....I love that. I do good to put clean sheets on the bed for her. Granny Jennie has been gone 3 year on the 26th of the Month. I miss her so much, for the last 10 years of her life she was in the nursing home and just knowing she was there and going by to visit was a comforting feeling for me. Even though she couldn't get out and walk the pasture or chase the bull with the umbrella we could still talk and laugh and she always could make me laugh. (crying, wonder if I ever will think of her and not cry)I want to be just like her to my grandkids. I want them to always want to come to my house and don't ever want them to think they are a burden. Janie, well that's a different story...just kiddin Jane, you have no idea how much I love you and wish I could have been a better Mom, one of them that always knew exactly what to do and when to do before it needed to be done. Like you are turning out to be. Enough with the gooy shit, she should know I love her or I think a lot of that kid, that is what Granny used to tell us..."I think a lot of you kids" never heard her say I love you...WELL LISTEN TO ME GRANNY JENNIE " I LOVE YOU AND THINK A LOT OF YOU, STILL."